It's completely impossible to find a girl that won't hurt me. So I'll instead go for the girl who will make the pain worthwhile

Monday, August 24, 2009

8/24/2009 10:25:00 PM

Been 46 hours, since I last touched cigarettes. Am on the right track of quitting. But I've lost the reason to quit.

Perhaps today is the day blogger gets to know what's inside me again.

Well yesterday night, Mr kit said to me that I'm a sharp sword, but I have not taken it out to use for the past 2 years. Yes you did take it out, but at times, you choose to leave it behind. You're like a jigsaw puzzle, with a few missing pieces. Only when you fill them up, You'll not only be a high flyer, You'll be one of the leaders that everybody will look up to.

I know what's my missing piece, I finally know. But sometimes it just pains me when I have to force myself to accept what I have on hand, is not the piece I can hold on to. I'm feeling so vexed and stressed up because if I still don't move, I will be pronounced dead, not by others, but by myself. It's because I'm fighting a war, without a sword, but with my bare hands.

In life, there are some things that are beyond explanation. I'm not being emo, but I kinda have a clearer mind without those nicotine intakes every 1-2 hours. I don't feel as tired, I'm much more alert, and I finally came to a conclusion that I have to seek out for all my answers, before the day comes. Well, just let me know right in the face. Yes, I'll feel hurt as such, but I'll move on faster.

Fcuk shit, I don't really understand what I'm trying to say.
I guess it's just feelings that are beyond words of explanation.

Well, I've finally opened up the 2nd piece of paper, and I've got the answers for this particular word. It's definitely a good motivation. This word is powerful, this word is marvelous. But it's a chinese character, so.. sorry to the malays if u wanna know. The rest, you can just ask me. =)

Last but not least, I hate to be toyed?? =/

love,
jason <3

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