It's completely impossible to find a girl that won't hurt me. So I'll instead go for the girl who will make the pain worthwhile

Thursday, September 3, 2009

9/03/2009 01:35:00 AM

11 more days before I get enlisted, aww.. Will definitely miss waking up in the afternoon. LOL. Lots of things I felt I haven't completed and yet I have to go in soon. Somehow I suddenly feel a shortage of time. Not exactly about work I guess? More onto my personal life..

Went to office to do training today, and finally by the end of this week, I'll have 10 new agents, can start to fight for wadever quota or incentive I want, but fcuk, NS. zz.
No choice, this 2 yrs, cfm have to give the govt. Zz.

Went to boss's house later on at caribbean. Took some photos which I don't think I'll be hardworking enough to upload here. Haha, but definitely, it'll appear on facebook! =D

Went to loyang later on to pray, after that headed to bukit timah for supper. And after we ate finish, Jeremy walked away to talk on the phone. Left me and ah liu at the table we talked about lots of stuff. Like r/s? And I didn't know she got 11 ex boyfriends. Zz, and she cushion herself say every guy must try mah, then u'll know which one suits u best. never try never know. LOL. She tell me daring abit, try all sorts of girls, then I was like.. I alrd have 4 ex gfs? Which alrd makes me feel like a flirt, but all lasted for yrs except for one. Bah who cares? but she say 4 only.. I got 11! LOL.

I told her try out also not like that, maybe can be friends first what, see how its goes, whether can clique and stuff and she said not true. Cause sometimes being in a friendship and relationship is totally different. That's when you'll know whether this guy is suitable for you. Which I felt was quite true as well. Haha, cause only in a relationship, you'll get to experience the fun side of the other person, as well as probably know this person even much more better and stuff. =) ahh, love is so beautiful, only when you know how to enjoy it I guess? =))

Hmm though so many things happen today, I realised one thing. Wadever I do, I couldn't concentrate. Even when I'm at loyang praying. I'm just keep thinking of her, When I open my eyes in the morning it's her, when I reached home, it's her. 24/7 thinking of her. Zz, I'm pretty lovesick I guess. aww.. First time I'm so not focus. And I guess first time in my life too, that I'm willing to do so much as long as it's within my means, just for a girl.

FCUK, I REALLY LOVE HER ALOT. OH MY GOD!! =/

and, i feel sometimes horoscope really represents what's in my mind..

Your intensity is working against you today, JASON, and you may find some challenges in matters of the heart. Whether you are single or attached, you are not going to have ease when it comes to settling differences or coming to agreements. You may even have difficulty expressing your true feelings today, which is very unlike you. You are best to keep things light and breezy during this time frame, or even retreat into solitude for the day. Spending some alone time will give you clarity towards your future romantic visions, and will ensure you come out of this period feeling more connected to the people you truly care about.

我是真的，真的真的很爱你。

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