It's completely impossible to find a girl that won't hurt me. So I'll instead go for the girl who will make the pain worthwhile

Saturday, September 26, 2009

9/26/2009 09:03:00 PM

Was damn tired last night. So I didn't blog, after camp was supposedly to head down to office for night training, but the trip from boon lay to eunos makes me super negative. Was too tired cause the previous night, only slept for 2 hours. Played soccer in the morning, followed by carrying bazukas! LOL. Then was tired so I went to sleep and when I woke up, it was 4 plus and was time to book out. HAHA.

Instead of going down to eunos, went out with James and Weiyi, cause hadn't seen them for like almost 5 days. Then jiuyuan came also. Went drinking and singing, but didn't drink at all in e end, cause I was too tired and then I'm afraid I'll be drunk like james e other night? lol. And keep drinking so much makes me feel like a fuked up and screwed up guy. lol, so I quitted alcohol for that night.

Weiyi drove me home after that. Speedo driver. His meter never falls below 140km/hr. James says he's a reckless driver, and he say, it's skilful leh, not reckless. Haha..

Went to office by 12pm, but was late around 15 minutes. And was supposed to meet 5 of my agents in e afternoon, for liu's grouping, but in e end, 4 didn't want to come becoz they overslept. Wtf? Did my rec after that followed by going for an appt at cck. Again, when I presented water, I was challenged by another brand of hydrogen water. And in my heart, I was telling myself, this customer just wants to waste my time. Been to like 500 appts alrd, I've been counting since 2yrs. haha, and there's not a time our water lost to the properties and benefits of others. I just don't know why. =/

Oh, had been smsing with amanda the whole day yesterday. And she said things to me which I felt it's quite true, and really made me brought back those unwanted feelings I had in the past.

She told me she felt guys in VE, are much more caring, mature and understanding towards people compared to the guys outside. Then I replied her, there's 2 reasons, either because they fight and work too much, and are too despo to find for girls, that's why they acted like so nice, to woo girls, or the 2nd reason is because.. they're just nice naturally. LOL!

She then asked me about how I feel about girls in VE, then hmm, I won't say what I mentioned to her, but she like.. told me how good girls are..

Hmm, she said girls nowadays looks for guys who are confident of themselves. And she feels a girl should be understanding. Most imptly not because he did well in his career, but never gives up to try when he fails. Ultimately she's always there to support him when he's down, and at the end of the day if he doesn't do well, she'll love him for who he is, because he had done his best for her and himself. Sweet right? If all girls had the same mindset, that'll be good. LOL.

We still talked about alot of stuff but I got stm, can't remember and my stupid NS phone can't save inbox. aiyo.. =/

But I believe if the guy keep doing and don't do well, and the girl accepts, he'll definitely feel lousy and kill himself. LOL, not say being ego, but well, guys need to have achievements in life. That's their dream, and same goes for me. I have my own vison, my dreams to fulfil. And giving up is definitely not an option in my notebook. =)

But I won't deny to manage my life, NS, and VE is tiring me out. Really is tired those kind. I have to wake up at 5am, stone till 5pm, and travel all the way to east side, then travel back to west side, and I don't even get 5hours of sleep each day. I don't know if this feeling is called stressed, but i'll overcome it, for the next upcoming 2 years. I'm strong right? LOL. =DDD
( can't believe I can fall asleep at 9pm, when I usually sleep at 5-6am. )

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