It's completely impossible to find a girl that won't hurt me. So I'll instead go for the girl who will make the pain worthwhile

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

10/13/2009 03:42:00 AM

Was almost late for camp today and I had to force myself to wake up, the feeling sucks.. I don't like camp, I don't like waking up at 5am in the morning just for a pathetic 400 dollars every month.

I've took Off for tmr, so I don't need to book in. Yay! Gonna take MC for wed thurs and fri. So next week then I book in again! LOL. But prolly wed I have to go. Thurs and fri is cfmed! HAHA!

Emo-ed again almost the whole day. Not totally because of NS, other factors as well. Just feel sad I guess? Didn't want to bother her everyday so I didn't sms her, and I didn't hear from her. This feeling is really killing me. Nevertheless, the best option is never giving up, cause the love I had, went too deep for her.

Feels like chucking everything aside for a day, and just spend a few quality couple of hours together with her, but I think I'll be selfish cause though I will be happy, she may not feel the same way as I do, the happy feeling. Same goes talking about love, it takes two hands to clap as well..

All I wanted was, a chance to love you.

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