It's completely impossible to find a girl that won't hurt me. So I'll instead go for the girl who will make the pain worthwhile

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

4/20/2010 01:25:00 AM

Recently changed my blogskin, my blog hit counter finally hit 4 figure and now it starts from 0 again. Aww.

Another day has passed, been moody nowadays but I guess, I won't reveal my personal affairs and lifestyle down here anymore. Nothing much for people to know as well, and if you really want to, you can ask me personally. It's been 5 days since I slept an hour each. Really very tired, but I just can't make myself go to sleep without having a proper answer, ugh fuck! Fuck is the word to describe everything at this point of time. Sorry to be vulgar to blog readers.

Bus-ed down to office, and had lunch with her. I don't know why the feeling is soo different, I just feel so happy, so relaxed, like I'm flying. Is this really what people called falling in love? Getting deeper and deeper? It just melts my heart, even when she scold me. LOL. (EH IM NOT SADDIST). But I just love the feeling when I'm with her. SWEAR! LOL! (:

Learnt something today as well.. it goes like this..

Sow a thought, you'll reap an action.
Sow an action, you'll reap a habit.
Sow a habit, you'll reap a character.
Sow a character, you'll reap your destiny.

It's damn meaningful luh, for people who don't understand, sorry to say, you're too stupid.
Well some people keep saying eg( This is my character lah, I'm liddat one, what u want me do?) Some people just felt that their character can't be changed, and they want people to accept them for who they are, but I feel if you can't change your character, then change your habits. If you can't, then change your thoughts, change your thinking! If you're able to change your character, then your destiny will change, and your future will change. To be a better one, or to be the one you really love. Makes sense?
Two reasons why people always fail, they fail to change, or they change too slow. That's why it results in failure. And now talking about this, I didn't change fast enough as well..

And yes, for those who keep asking me, I'm single. I'm not in ANY RELATIONSHIP so stop asking! wtf. It's like 10 over people asking since a few months ago. Can't I just stay single? Can't I just get closer to the person I love? All I want to do now is to change, change and CHANGE, to suit everything she likes about me. To change to a better person, to allow her to willingly accept me from her heart. But the question is, it's been quite long.

Should I wait for you? =/

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