It's completely impossible to find a girl that won't hurt me. So I'll instead go for the girl who will make the pain worthwhile

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

6/30/2009 11:54:00 PM

Haven't got a wink since yesterday, cause I haven sleep till now. Zz, omg I'm damn tired.

As promised as I am free these few days, accompanied one of my friend to give out flyers for his auntie. HAHA, we met at 8am, and before they even started, they got fined $150 for spitting and throwing cigarette butt on the floor. Actual fine was $450, but NEA officer gave them a discount. LOL.

I was posted to block 300+ to distribute. I thought we were doing it together so I didn't mind. End up, I have to give myself alone. And I was so tired. It was like impossible to finish 2000 flyers in a single day, so I started to call and ask my friend Wind, who was at the other side of the district.

Jason: eh bro, sai kang leh.
Wind: what u doing now?
Jason: plucking the damn pieces of papers into the letterboxes lah.
Wind: walau, why you so stupid? Stop doing that. Take a smoke break.
Jason: errr?
Wind: It's not about working hard, it's working smart.
Jason: but I like got only 2 hands.
Wind: throw away lah, who ask you put inside.
Jason: CAN MEH?
Wind: I've been doing that since I helped her.
Jason: HAHAHA!
Wind: the more aunty gives, the more you throw. Understand?
Jason: LOL! OKAY OKAY!! =D

and I began to keep throwing them away. the more aunty gives, the more i throw! LOL!
and guess what? I completed 16,000 flyers. LOL, was paid for nothing. HAHA!

at about 5pm, the conversation continues..

Jason: we like wasted alot of aunty's flyers.
Wind: It's okay, she's doing charity.
Jason: LOL. I think more like hiring useless people.
Wind: Work smart. =)

The number of flyers we plucked, was like less than 200. The rest all went into the bin. =x

Beautiful scenery but e old man inside spoil e picture. =/

Shagged face, dying for sleep. AHH! =x

I slept for two hours. LOL

I got this big paper cut, damn painful. Cause sometimes aunty does spot check, so we have to act-act abit. LOL, and this is what happens when i work hard. Plus my finger got stuck in the letterbox quite a number of times which worsen it.

The flyers initally in my bag, I felt it was too heavy, soooo...

TAHH DAHH! LOL! =D

Into the dustin. HAHA.

I dropped some on the floor while trying to throw them. =/

Thanks lil bin, I love you. =p

Thanks for the companion and fun you guys gave me. And thanks James for coming down, just to deliver me a peach tea. LOL!

There's always me here, to hug you, to comfort you. I had never once left your side..

taikib0i

6/30/2009 06:23:00 AM

Well, I woke up by Daniel who gave me 17 missed calls, and Liyun, 2 miss calls. Apologies caused I saw your calls, just didn't want to wake up. And thank god, the training was cancelled. So hmm, was suggesting to go down in fact, but in the end, the message she sent me pissed me off like hell and I didn't want to go down anymore.

Headed to James house after that, initial plans was to play pool, but Jiuyuan was damn sick, so we go out with him instead. He's down with damn serious fever and flu, and guess what, I sat right beside him on his bed for 2 hours. LOL, but before that, we went to eat at 302.

After that, James was hungry again, so we went to 302 AGAIN -.-, to eat supper. We had a long talk, and the more we talk, the more pissed we get. And guess what, 3am, we dragged Jeremy out of the house, and we talked to him what problems we're facing.

I just don't know why you're like this, in fact, if you want me to disappear, you can just say, don't have to show me stupid signs. It's been so long that I knew you. Yes, you did care for me, but till what extent? I really hate your attitude now.
I just don't feel the sense of belonging there anymore. You've totally changed into another person. Maybe you're having period, idk, that's why you're like this, but this isn't the way you should behave right? Idk, I just can't stand it, or probably I'm too sensitive.

This is the first time in my whole entire life, I feel so aimless, so directionless, so goaless.
And I feel it's because the way you treat me, makes me unable to perform. zzz!!!

NOTE: Yes, I saw her blog, and if you're going to piss her further, you're definitely pissing me as well. I hope u see this, cause if you're giving her trouble, I'll make sure you suffer double. If you want to challenge me and see me angry, come and get me.
Just don't make me go down, and make things ugly for you, cause I mean what I say, and I say what I mean.

I wished you've been here for me, cause right now, I'm going through another lowest point in my life.

taikib0i

6/29/2009 12:01:00 AM

THIS IS FOR YOU

when I lay and think in my bed at night,
the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight.
I toss and turn, dreaming of you,
opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true.
It didn't, again, a tear starts to roll ,
weeping quietly.. my pillow I hold.

Many sleepless night I pray for you, my love.
God touched my soul, from heaven above.
He's answered my prayers for my bride to be,
I've never felt this lucky, God did this to me.
That's a question I asked each and every night.

He must think your special, joy, and I know he's right.
No other has made me feel so complete,
my whole life was lived, just so we could meet.
All these thoughts and more going through my head,
I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead.

I miss you so much day and night,
I can't realise why you're gone,
now I'm standing here, all alone.
With this weight upon my heart,
remembering our feelings from the start.

I'm always happy when you're around.
It doesn't matter what we do,
so long, I'm always with YOU.

I know I won't pull through, without you by my side,
so baby come to me, don't run and hide.
The only thing I want, is to be with you,
please honey, make my wish come true.

Sometimes holding on can be quite beautiful, especially it's how you want it to.

taikib0i

6/28/2009 02:45:00 AM

Did nth much today, hahaha. woke up around 2pm, exercised and trained myself, after that was at facebook all the way till 7pm.

After that, I went to meet Eric, Danny, Julian, JianHui, JinTian, HuiFang, Zhiliang, Wind and more. We went to Bonkers to drink again, till now that I'm home. surprised that I could still blog after drinking 7 tequila shots. It's damn hot and shiok when it goes down your throat, but please don't try, cause u'll get drunk easily. haha!

Thanks for your companion guys, though I didn't even sat with you guys on the same table and talked to you guys. LOL, quite funny right? I was playing cards with another group of people and I abandoned my friends. AWWW, XUETING'S fault! Made me gamble and I can't go away.

Promise to accompany you guys the next time round, and it'll be my treat. =)

Cry on my shoulders, cause they're only for you..

taikib0i

6/26/2009 09:53:00 PM

јаѕои°• said:
ok
[coe4].' ‡£rlc‡™ ♂ -[n.OneEighT] said:
den u wan join us sing k?
јаѕои°• said:
err not really
[coe4].' ‡£rlc‡™ ♂ -[n.OneEighT] said:
kk
јаѕои°• said:
got some stuff to settle in afternoon time
[coe4].' ‡£rlc‡™ ♂ -[n.OneEighT] said:
go pian mei mei right
јаѕои°• said:
nah
i still love her.
[coe4].' ‡£rlc‡™ ♂ -[n.OneEighT] said:
LOL
okok
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[coe4].' ‡£rlc‡™ ♂ -[n.OneEighT] says:
*DEVOTED sio pple
јаѕои°• says:
*lol
[coe4].' ‡£rlc‡™ ♂ -[n.OneEighT] says:
*女人如衣服
јаѕои°• says:
*haha
*nan ren ru shou zu ?
[coe4].' ‡£rlc‡™ ♂ -[n.OneEighT] says:
*ya
јаѕои°• says:
*a pity i can't do that. =/
[coe4].' ‡£rlc‡™ ♂ -[n.OneEighT] says:
*LOL
*lousy la u
јаѕои°• says:
*probably? idk too. =/
[coe4].' ‡£rlc‡™ ♂ -[n.OneEighT] says:
*nb u act yi ge emo
*lool
јаѕои°• says:
*...
*cause u don't lnow what is love.
*=)
[coe4].' ‡£rlc‡™ ♂ -[n.OneEighT] says:
*ya la i noob la
*lool
јаѕои°• says:
*okok
*seeya tmr..
[coe4].' ‡£rlc‡™ ♂ -[n.OneEighT] says:
*kk

HAHA, he's damn funny.

taikib0i

6/26/2009 09:02:00 PM

hahaha, i just woke up..

Yesterday was a good day perhaps? The four J's came together. Jason, James, Jeremy, Jiuyuan.
LOL.

We ate at yong tau fu and had a long and good talk together. Been long since we had these kind of sessions, cause all of us are busy with our own activities. We talked about girls. LOL. Glad after 3 years, Jiuyuan finally can move on and now, he's on e verge of wooing someone, finally he found his sweetheart. Jeremy hasn't been on good terms with his girlfriend, had been quarrelling for a long time, but both of them didn't want to give up, cause they know they love each other, despite the quarrellings and arguments they had. James hasn't been on good terms with vivi as well. They have no time to meet each other. They had nothing to talk about me. LOL, all they said and I remembered was two words in dilect, "tiong xim". hahaha!

Thanks guys for trying to introduce new girls to me, but I think, I'll give it a pass. =)

We headed for a short group up after that, and we played the number game. I don't know how to explain it here, but well, I know James did the most forfeit and his legs are all aching now. HAHA! I was fast in every round so I wasn't forfeited at all in the whole grouping. lol! =D

We then headed to take 67 home. And we decided not to sleep for the whole night. We went to Jiuyuan's house to play cards. This game is damn fun. It's called Dwarf and Sabotuers. Cause Jiuyuan has appointment at 10am at paya lebar, so he said he couldn't wake up if he sleeps, so we played the whole night. And guess what, his appointment was postponed in the morning. LOL, we were all laughing. Around 11am, Jeremy James and me, were all lying dead on this bed, only Jiuyuan himself playing his favourite Blackshot. LOL, he's really a gamer. Haha!

He's damn evil, woke us up at 1pm, but throwing pillows at us, cause at 2pm, he has appointment at Ang Mo Kio, and thank god, this wasn't cancelled. lol. Took LRT home after that cause there's no bloody cab. Damn!

From all these long talk sessions yesterday, I learnt one thing. Sometimes in relationship, couples quarrel because each individual is too sensitive. And, each individual likes to provoke the other party at sometimes. Can't blame, human nature. But I believe in their heart, it's because they love, and care for the other party, thus the situation. All humans wanted, was just a little more love, care and concern. =)

-Thanks for the 3 of you, accompanying me, encouraging me to move on though it's been 49days.
-I'm no longer interested in other girls, so thanks anyway for your recommendations.
-I love you guys. =)

I want to love you, not only now, but for the rest of my life.
Every heartbeat in me, tells me how much I think of you, how much I'm missing you.
I want to stay faithful to you.

taikib0i

6/25/2009 01:18:00 AM

I forgot to set my alarm so I woke up at 4pm. LOL, and it's raining when I woke up, so cold. I love it. hahaha.

And my day didn't went well perhaps? So much problems going on my mind. I am so stressed.

First of all, thank god we had a massive family quarrel just now. Okay, so now, my house and family is in a mess, my dad doesn't want to come home, and he's sick. My mum is like a mad dog shouting and screaming, my bro is like... I don't know what to say. And I'm hiding in my room, because I can't be bothered. Since young, I never had family love. Sucks man.

And because of that, I haven't eat the whole day, I'm damn hungry, but I have no appetite I guess. Family is drifting, friends are drifting, who on Earth can I talk to, to be my listening ear? Nobody I guess, that's why I always talk to myself.

So lonely till e extent, I think this weekend, I'm watching transformers MYSELF. =/

Is there anybody around, that is really caring for me?

taikib0i

6/23/2009 11:04:00 PM

woke up at 10am, been long since I started doing that. Haha, I have no choice, cause we agreed to go to the gym together. But jiuyuan did come after that. Zzz. Nick and I had a super cool work-out today. HAHA. We went to buy duck rice after gym sessions, and we walked to his house.

So while he went to bathe, I ate first, and after he's done, I went to bathe. Take turns ya? And the duck rice is really nice. =)
(something i felt strange about his house. He hung his Padlock upside down. LOL)

Headed to office after that, and we were both standing from Yew Tee all the way to Eunos because the train's damn packed. I was feeling so sleepy already cause I claimed that I woke up too early. Lol.

Finished my work and I left around 6pm, too tired to continue anything. Reached home around 7pm, and I wanted to sleep, but I stoned and thought about what I shouldn't again.

Always when I set my mind onto something, it works. But when I'm left alone, my mind shifts away again. And God Damn Shit, time isn't helping to heal, it makes me feel worse. =/

All that I can do, is to watch you, from far away..

taikib0i

6/23/2009 01:16:00 AM

i'll just use this skin as my temporary skin for e moment, have no time to change or do anything about it. so readers, please do not mind the side bars, coz im not editing it as this skin is damn ugly and i just dont like it. haha

woke up around 11am, headed down to office to sumbit sales and did some recruitment, outcome was pretty good i should say. hahaha.

nth much happens in my life almost everyday, but many unwanted feelings keep coming back to me.

I NEED SOME LOVE.

i think that's what i need.. haha, u'll never understand living in a life, without love from family members.

Recently, alot of people came talking to me. hmm, one of them is from Mr Nick's BM group. this guy called jun jie came to ask me, how come u can do VE so long? i stuck SE i v sian.. haha, and he's not the only one. If u're reading this, then this is for u. Or for whoever who wanna know why i perservere, when there are so much to go through, so many obstacles.

I stayed in VE, is not because of money, status or anything. i felt that being in this company, yes, it taught me alot of things. Throughout my 2 years of hardwork here, i don't deny i didn't achieve a single thing. I was rewarded with countless benefits, and I really appreciate it. Yes, this is my career, so whatever i did wrongly, be it whether is it in VE or not, or regarding my personal life, i always give myself a chance to make things right. Some people tell themselves; OK, i'm trying another time, (e.g. piano lessons ), if i fail again, i will quit learning that god-damn thing.

I don't know about u guys, perhaps i should say, Winners never quit, Quitters never win. I feel in order to do well in whatever aspects of our life, we ought to give ourselves a chance. But how many chances do we always give ourselves? For me, I give myself unlimited chances. How about you?

Even in my own personal life, or i should say my love life, I really do love her alot, every morning it's about her when i wake up. And the funniest thing is because my ringtone is love paradise, so Jiuyuan called me this morning, and my ringtone goes: u're always on my mind, ....... Idk why, but i pictured her voice so clearly like she was singing to me, then when i was awake, only to disappointment, it was only a dream. Yes, i'm still waiting, i just love her too much, and ever since she stepped into my life, I think no other girls, can replace her position in my heart anymore.

I give myself unlimited chances, how about you?

taikib0i

6/20/2009 04:51:00 PM

i just woke up. wooo! hadnt been sleeping this much lately. yay tmr im going gym with nick and jiuyuan. LOL

ytd was a long day, went off from office only like around 2am. headed to bukit timah for supper, then back home to play my facebook. restaurant city and my zoo. hahaha.
and..

congratz to xinyi for promoting to mm.
all the way to hui miao for her manager position.

and me, fighting for car incentive lor. =/
sadded. so difficult. LOL

we were meant to be together, just that i screwed things up.

taikib0i

6/19/2009 01:24:00 AM

had a long day today, it was ivan's birthday, so we celebrated for him, the cake looks damn funny, but damn delicious. hahaha..

after e celebration, we had some training.. hui miao keep losing. lol. and after that, headed out to supper with collegues. e food there is damn digusting, but i was too hungry so i finished everything up, even liyun's food. LOL. hahaha!!

then mr steven was making fun of the consultants in e company in-conjunction with the up and coming event of our company. lol. really laughed like mad, then we drove liyun home, then mschelsy send me home. =)

this was taken 2 days ago, omg look at the amount of people. =.=

ivan's cake. lol, look damn funny. chosen by our BGM. hahaha! =D

Happy birthday my friend. Best Wishes To You! ('',)

for e past few days, been doing nothing productive again. i guess even if i'm not in need of cash, or results, i think i need to pick myself up and move on. Cause e team needs me.

went through my past photos and chat logs together with her. many feelings came churning back to me, i went through e chat logs and i found out that actually, she had been a good girl to me, i was the bastard all way long. i couldnt believe that i typed and say that she was a typical girl, she's wasting my time. im just being a bastard.. i love her, yet i didnt cherish what i had, knowing my mistakes now wont help, but at least i know i won't make it again.

there are too much things to be blogged out. i have alot to say but i'll just keep it in my heart. coz this is public.

her smile melts my heart.
missed e days she hugged me so tightly.
i miss her kisses.
i love her for who she is.
but nothing's gonna change e fact, she had left me..

nul saranghe sewuli jinado

taikib0i

6/15/2009 11:53:00 PM

haven't been seriously packing my room, things are going out of hand, in e mess, to e extend i cant find my contact lenses sometimes. gotta do spring cleaning soon. =/

woke up around 1pm, headed down to office sleepily. was playing the whole night. initial plans was to play pool at bukit timah, but after that, we headed to a nearby void deck and gambled instead. lol, i won four thousand dollars plus. but purposely lost back to my friend coz we didnt want to eat so much of his money, so i took back only four hundred and fifty. lol. better than nth ya? =/

as per normal, meetings from 7pm to 10pm, every monday. zz, then i headed home alone.. felt totally uncomfortable coz memories are coming back and refraining me from moving on again. dreamt of her last night, the whole night in fact, and how i wish, i never woke up from my dreams.. i just cannot forget..

And it's the happy moments we had that i thought of always, making me live utterly in regret for the silly and ugly mistakes i made..

taikib0i

6/14/2009 08:01:00 PM

hmm, idk how or what can i do to make you feel better, but if i appear infront of you, i think you gonna get mad at me, or even a phonecall may make u go crazy. =/

but i hope after seeing this, u'll feel better.

SMILE =D

taikib0i

6/14/2009 01:56:00 AM

a day with insufficient sleep i suppose? woke up at 9am, went down to bukit batok to deliver an air purifier that a customer purchased, then i went home.. hahaha, my ahma came, she cooked longtong for us. taste awesome! but i didnt get to eat it for breakfast, my breakfast was some vegetarian bee hoon, anyw it's nice too. =)

stayed at home e whole day, thinking and thinking and thinking, why things just wont work out for me? why my life is so terrible? aiyo.. haha. i guess i'll be alright.. talked to vi for the whole afternoon, and it's a different vi. lol, i know 2 vi's in my life. hahaha!

eric called me after that around 8.30pm? then i went down to tanjong pajar to look for him, made 2 new friends today. hehe, kelvin and kian hao. lol, the K's. wth. =.=

i opened a bottle, and its my treat. haha, it's damn cheap there. only $118. we finished e whole thing. lol. i drank till like 8-9 cups, suddenly i ran out, and i vomited like hell. merlion like nobody's business. thanks to xueting who brought me some tissue. wasnt drunk at all, was just feeling damn uncomfortable with the alcohol inside me. i guess im not a good drinker ya? =/

cabbed home after that and here i am. haha whinning about my life again. definitely it's gonna be much more better in e future..

my lovely breakfast. =)

56 Bonkers.

after a terrible storm, there's always a rainbow..

taikib0i

6/13/2009 03:45:00 AM

was drinking ytd so i didn't blog, was 200% drunk when i got home, online for like 5mins? and im dead.. i drank like only 3 cups, i didnt know why i was so weak ytd, but yeah. it's true that when someone is feeling down, even half a cup can get u freaking drunk. idk why but that's e real logic. =/

had a hangover, so i went office around 6pm, attended mr martin's meeting which last till 1am, omg? lol. learnt lots of stuff, and there was a new plan and project released. all i got to say is if u're my downline and u're reading this, u'll be a millionaire before 28. =)

it's just too good to be true. well, preparation meets opportunity.

went to eat at some hongkong cafe. very different from the one i normally ate, i didnt took any photos coz we were like discussing some stuff and it's like not appropiate to take photos, and people will say im crazy and emo if they know i blog, coz the way i am, lol. i shldnt be doing this. =x

went home, and this is where the funny part comes, ms chelsy, jiuyuan and jeremy plus me was on the car. we were reaching home and there was a police road block. lol, she immediately winned down the windows cause they were all illegal. and and, we were made to stop at the side. the policeman's' asked us to get down the car, off the engine. lol. and first thing, when i stepped out, he scolded me. WHY NVR PUT SEAT BELT? comeon lah, i give him attitude. lol, they checked this checked that, cause we were all like 20, and ms chelsy is 22. they check the car whether issit stolen, coz it's the newest bmw sports car. lol. the power of networking business. HAHA! when they're satisfied and done, yay we were let off and allowed to go. lol. and here i am now. dead tired. reached home at 3am. and below are some photos i took ytd and today of myself. =)

ME! =D

spastic face. zz =.=

i didnt know she took this pic of me till i realised it now. =x

specky me. LOL.

emoing. =(

i want to care, but idk how to..
GOD, i need some answers..

taikib0i

6/11/2009 01:30:00 AM

and yes if u're reading this. im not referring to you. and if u ask me to stop assuming, i think u should stop assuming too. =)

i've told u i woken up my idea. i've apologised to u, whether u accept, doesnt really matter, u prolly cant make a difference in my life anymore.

u should stop thinking i love u, and stop thinking i'll wait.

vi is right, i should give up. because waiting blindly is never perserverance, it's merely stupidity.

taikib0i

6/11/2009 12:20:00 AM

haha yay, tmr i think i gonna meet her again, she's gonna intro her friends to me. LOL. there's a chance.. or perhaps, to find the right girl in my life.. hahaha!! but err, i think i'll just be friends? lol. though love is something that i wanna have, but i think god will bring the right girl to me one day. =)

the right girl, to brighten up my path, and lead me through life...

taikib0i

6/10/2009 10:54:00 PM

sad to say, i had to force myself to wake up at 8am, becoz i was hosting for e event, we watched a show called miracles during e grouping.. and while i was watching, i felt that in life, what humans really want, is the winning feeling, cause everyone wants to win.. i loved e way e movie and e songs inside it expresses out what i'm feeling too. definitely is more than e winning feeling i guess? much more as well..

james came today, and yes.. he slacked all the way. prolly he needs some time to blend in back into the environment again. well, i slacked too. nothing much was accomplished today and after 6, i went off alrd. lol, went to meet her at town to prolly have a good chat, catch up with our lifes, and have dinner together. hahaha. she still loves shopping alot, lol. we started off at far east, coz she wanted to buy her so-called half semi formal clothes. lol. luckily we shopped around 7pm, so shops were like closing and we were hungry. if i met her like 11am, omg my legs cfm break. HAHAHA!!

if im not wrong, we went to sakura to had our dinner at level 5 of far east plaza? lol. the food there is extremely nice. and not very expensive as well. lol. im gonna bring her to jewelbox soon if she's free. hahaha!

hot plate beancurd and pineapple rice..

sambal kangkong, it's freaking spicy. =x

our dinner. =)

and after that, we walked around, and we saw damn funny posters around wheelock place. lol.
e reason we end up there is because we wanted to go to ions, but it's still under construction, and i needed a toilet urgently, so we headed there. LOL.

didnt know orang utans can jump. =/

eyeballs that grow beautiful hair.

HI!

watches aren't meant to be eaten. =p

i was too tired to send her home. LOL, very not gentlemen, coz i was too tired. i slept 4-5 hrs for almost e past 1 week. too tired. but i walked her all e way to MRT station, then i bused home.. sorry girl. hahaha!

god-damn, it's so packed on the bus, i stood at the stairs there which was e enterance of the bus. and and, there's this girl who had super long hair, keep looking towards my direction. i looked up, omg lah, her eye lashes there, so freaking black, so turn off. lol. chills went down my spine, though i love girls that apply make-ups to their eyes, but hers is like too much makeup. lol.

i walked all e way home after that and yeah, here i am now, thinking of e undone puzzle. i think e puzzle refers to my life, it's fixed halfway, and im feeling lost, i just wished someone could mend my life back, putting the bits and pieces back together again, letting me feel comfortable, and the way i always am, rather than the jason now, hanging around in the midst of the skies..

could the girl of my life, light me the way home?

taikib0i

6/10/2009 12:38:00 AM

well, i was awake by heavy vomiting in e morning, hai. 8am once, 8.30am another time, and 1130am's one is the most jialat. everything that came out was white and yellow pust. lol. ever since i stopped my medication, it came back again. now im smarter, i put a small pail beside my bed, haha. this morning was too tired, almost vomited on e floor, luckily i ran fast enough. lol.

finally, now's e 10th, appts are starting to come in real quickly, gonna be soo busy that i have no more time to think about stuff, that's gonna be great. im so tired nowadays. tmr have to wake up at 8.15am again coz i'll have to host tmr event. LOL. im e host, thats funny, hahaha, and im sooo not gonna screw up tmr's event. HAHA.

i've finally found the nicest song on earth, i've decided to put it as my blog song, hahaha. but not so soon, i wan one shot put everything up. =D

life's definitely boring, hope i can find life in whatever i do. and i hope i find "you" soon.

How i wished.. everything was just a dream, so i don't have to brood over it.

taikib0i

6/09/2009 01:01:00 AM

just had a hot bath, feeling lots better now. damn tired.

i slept at 4am, woke up at 8.15am, omg, only 4 hrs of sleep. Exciting life that i'm having now. hahaha, went to office and i worked a full day today from 1pm to 9pm today. talked too much, having a terrible sorethroat now. well at least, i feel good after accomplishing what i had to do, and i feel much more at ease now.

after that, i went to pasir ris, with ms chelsy. hahaha, other teams were having chalets so we leverage on their bbq food. LOL, and and and, the food yvonne cook is damn nice lah, she cooked alot for everybody. haha. i then told her i want to eat sausage, then she cooked for me ler, then i say i not hungry anymore and she give the -.- face and say walau!!. LOL, damn funny. played with her at e bbq pit, and i realised she just stayed a few blocks away from me. lol. next time when im hungry, i know who to find for supper alrd. HAHA

after that, mschelsy drove me, lifang and yvonne home. hahaha, it's so damn funny in e car. had lots of fun. and yeah, my day ended like this. lol, work and play, i love this kind of life lots. hope to see u tmr in office again. =D

P.s: i'm trying to do my blogskin and i'm having damn lots of difficulties, any volunteers? =/

didnt took any photos coz it'll make the people around me feel im crazy, emo guy. lol.

Life will be better for u alright? don't be sad lil girl. smile. =D

taikib0i

6/07/2009 10:42:00 PM

finally, i feel like blogging though i was at home e whole day, felt lots better and i woke up around 3+, 4? i forgot. many smses, same thing and i slowly replied each and every of them. those unimportant ones, i shook one side. lol.

nothing much accomplished today, but yay, im smoke free till now. lol, cravings for it is starting to come, aww. =x im supposed to go st.james now to club with my friend, but im too lazy to move. wanna meet james and go have some night-life tonight, cause tmr's gonna be a tiring work day. But who knows? he cfm fly me aeroplane. cause he still havent call me till now. AHHHH! =/

tiring work day = money making day! =D

need to look for my upline soon, MR JEREMY, HELP ME!! MY HANDSOME UPLINE! lol.. he's a very busy upline of mine, but well, its okay. i can survive on my own alrd. =)

recently, heard about some news as well. some idiots came down to e company to make a BIG HU HAH! u know who u are, no point coming down to scream and shout. those aren't suppose to be urs anyway. u're basically just disgracing urself, poor faggot? lol.
(who knows? maybe u're reading this.)

time flies, it's been half a yr. i'm still far from my $60k annual income, gonna work towards it and i'm sure this month for me, will be at least a 7k pay cheque. =D

hey hey you, haha, hope u notice this. I'm gonna ask u out very soon. =D
loves.. =)

taikib0i

6/07/2009 01:48:00 AM

it's 1.50am now, and suddenly, i'm feeling damn sick.. 38.9 degrees., and idk where i can see a doctor now. i'm too weak to even move my body. guess what? i had terrible stomachaches now and i vomited blood? lol, sounds cool. but i haven't been drinking lately, or even smoked heavily. i'm just feel damn uncomfortable, and morning, there will be no one home to help me again, everybody's going to church. i guess i'll just hope it doesnt get any worse by morning.

and e feeling of having no panadols at home sucks to the max.

only when we lose something we treasure most, we then tend to cherish it more, living in regrets..

Labels: i'm feeling 200% uncomfortable.

taikib0i

6/06/2009 11:39:00 PM

woke up at 1pm, woo.. long time since i slept so long, went to office to settle some stuff, then i headed off to bugis to pray at waterloo st again. =)

i met my lil downline and we went shopping luh, i bought a few stuff, was v happy. haha, before that she asked me to eat some spicy chicken and it's damn nice too. we walked and walked and i went to lvl 2 at bugis st, walau im damn tempted to get tongue piercings and tattoos now, gonna get it done soon. =D

we then bused home frm bugis taking 960.

this is the spicy chicken. LOL.

she took this. =x

on e way home.. =)

one of e items i bought. LOL, i seriously don't know why i buy hat. =((

i'm going for an image change. =)

looks good on me i assume. LOL =D

the old me, i damn like my hair. gonna get back this styling. =)

anyw these few days, i've been doing my own blogskin, i tell u, its damn cool, gonna be out soon i guess? hahaha. super cool theme and skin luh. i designed it. LOL

Life's lonely without you..

taikib0i

6/06/2009 01:49:00 AM

i'm damn shagged now, but i've addicted to blogging. lol, somehow it feels like a diary to me. haha! =)

the day started off when i woke up with a nightmare, and i've forgotten wad had happened, what i really dreamt of, woke up at 9am, bathe, i ate maggie and i headed down to office and reached around 11.50 ? had a damn tiring day talking to so many people. hai.

7pm we headed to coffeebean at paya lebar to take a slack, or i should say, a short break. haha, spent a bomb there. then headed back to office for a meeting till 1am, then i cabbed home. was too tired alrd.

no photos to post cause i'm damn shagged to take any of it. though i kinda enjoy my day. i need a good massage soon. any volunteers? =D

i can't deny and hide my feelings but i guess, i still think and miss of her lots, nothing's ever gonna change my mind of not waiting, and i hope one day, she'll be touched by my sincerity in return for a chance to me, to make everything right again...

taikib0i

6/05/2009 12:52:00 AM

woke up at 8am, because of the incoming smses i had, which was damn irritating. i didnt even get to sleep properly, my whole bed keep vibrating and i threw my phone on the table, i continue to sleep until 12pm. wooo,and guess what? 70++ pending smses i gotta read. why are singaporeans so desperate for jobs nowadays? lol. i called them down for interview till around 3.30pm, and after that i went to bathe and went out.

headed my way to doby gourt, then to boon keng to fetch her after she finished her work. hahaha, and then she ended up in the other side of boon keng lah, lol. duno izzit my sense of direction or hers poor. lol. we headed to plaza sing, had dinner at hong kong cafe. lol, seriously it was nice. and after that, we went to watch angels and demons. omg this is a god damn nice show.

even before the show started, we watched the advertisement on "drag me to hell". wth, she suddenly scream and almost grab me lah. i was stunned for a moment. i was shock oso lah then i suddenly jump. lol, damn funny senorial inside. lucky no one looked at us. =x

after e movie, we took train back, had a long talk with her. i sent her home till her doorstep, and after that, i cabbed home. had a fun time though.

look at the amount of food we ate. =x

acting cute? lol!!

okay, i admit u're cute to a certain extent. =x

thanks for ur companion today, really appreciate it. =)

see u soon, prolly the upcoming weekends. and and and, catch more cockroaches! =D

thanks for everything...

taikib0i