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Sunday, March 28, 2010

3/28/2010 12:58:00 AM

What are dreams? will they come true though u thought about them when u're asleep? It seems so real when I'm in my dreams, sometimes I wished I wouldn't wake up at all. Well, when I was young, there was a dream that almost came true, and it was pretty much a nightmare, which I wouldn't want to mention.

And recently, I had funny dreams as well. I didn't expect her to turn up when I was like dreaming about having a genting trip with VE people, sharing a cab when I realised that my passport was in another bag when daniel asked me to bring along a bigger one. That's how the dream started. I took a cab back which cost like 9.40? And I duno how come my home was suddenly in e-hub. And in the wonderful dream, my bag was left in a chalet when I didn't even go there before i left for e checkpoint to genting. And somehow, the chalet looks like a damn luxurious hotel. At the lobby, I saw here, and I know she's not supposed to appear. Dressed with a blue tee, with 3/4 brown skinny pants, she approached me and said hi, I bring you up. The first thing I asked her in my dreams was u've forgiven me? And I remembered clearly she said aiya nvm, so long ler, and she smiled and led me through the way. When we went in the lift, some construction worker knock something into my leg and I woke up. fuck! @!%^!@^%@#!

I felt remorseful. I wished I had never woken up, I tried to sleep back to continue my dream but I just couldn't. I felt soo good in my dream, my heart melted. But I just can't go back to where I was..

and perhaps, it's just a dream afterall..

taikib0i

3/18/2010 01:24:00 AM

Ugh perhaps my blog is spoilt forever, or there's practically something wrong with my acc with doesn't allow me to upload photos. -.-

Sometimes to be frank, I just don't understand why some people die so hard to be PES A, or probably for ranking or status in the army. The way I see them backstabbing each other, sabo-touch one another, it's like... _|_
So what if you're an official or sergeant? First of all, that makes you to have more things to do, 2ndly, u need to do 10 rounds of re-service which will probably last till you're 40 years old, being an old man, digging a hole to sleep in the forest. unless ur annunal income is more than $130,000, which mostly sporeans can't achieve.

Really hate those people in camp, throwing their positions around. Yes u're like having the say in army but so what? U're a piece of shit when u step out of the gates.
I don't know, or probably is dued to their childishness, but they're like older or the same age as me. -.- lack of personal development. zzz

17th of march, yay, I finally moved into my new house.. Was renovated a few days ago, painted, but tmr gonna do renovation again. aww, cfm damn noisy. Love my room alot. with a bed and a cupboard, thats all. Zz, It's all courts fault. I damn hate them for the lousy service. I called to ask them deliver my furniture for me. And the lady on the line was like damn rude. 2ndly, she said to call back to let me know. And she didn't, next thing i called back, the line is closed. And it's like fucking 3pm and it's closed. Wtf, I need my wardrobe, my bed and everything luh. My Tv as well. knnb, spend so much money and I didn't get my stuff.

last but not least, the paint's damn freaking smelly.

LOL, recently I realized I've got lot's of stuff to complain. hahahaha!!

just realised I cannot delare my annual income to apply credit card, coz i'm in army, I'll go db for that. -.-
Yay, I fulfilled part of my 2010's resolution. I'm left with my license, Car, and my savings! (:

taikib0i

3/10/2010 12:14:00 AM

Haha, finally i remember about this website I had.. Been roaming through my mind about the stuff I did for the past few days. Though tiring, but I've enjoyed them. Somehow, I wished that sometimes I could turn back time, to undo what I've done wrong, What I've lost that were precious to me in my life. To enjoy the fruits of hard labour that I've achieved, with the person I'm still thinking of, and I love. However, no point crying over split milk I guess, there's always a bright future ahead of me, more things that I can achieve, more things that I can accomplish.

Things will always go the way I want them to, as long I've done my homework, I've put in my effort. Shifting house soon in a week's time. And I'm gonna stick a LED tv on my wall. muwahaha! light purple walls, and dark purple shaded curtains, my room will be the one, most will desire for. Looking forward to that! (:

No matter what happens, you can always do it, cause u're who you are, and I know you can do it.

taikib0i

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